I have decided that I am going to be miserable if I move. I am here for the weekend and I'm already miserable to the point of where i can't eat, I'm really sick feeling, I really don't feel any emotion at all (aside from sick) and I look like a zombie. I haven't even been here 24 hours. I like the area and all, Its a nice place, seems like people are nice too... I don't know why its affecting me like this but it is...
My mom refuses to think about letting me stay until i finish my last year of school. 2 of my aunts have offered to let me stay with them but my mom won't even think about it. I would rather stay here to finish school. I know people here, I would be happier here. By here I mean where I live currently, not where we are moving to. I wouldn't be happy moving. I would be depressed, I know it, my parents know it, my grama apparently know sit, and my friends know it. I don't know how to explain to my mother that I want to stay here for my last year. I don't wanna move right before my senior year. And as I already stated, I would be depressed... meaning that the senior year my mother wants to see... wouldn't happen because I wouldn't have an easy time making friends and I prolly wouldn't go on any of the trips because it wouldn't feel right and i most likely wouldn't know anybody.
How am i supposed to break it to my mom is the question?